ooga booga!

Hi everyone. Well, it's been about two years since I last blogged, and I am pretty sure there is no one out there reading this. Suffice it to say, I'm still here, and there is a slight chance that I will be blogging more often. The questions are:

Who is my audience?

What is the reason for blogging?

What do I want to write about on here?

The questions remain.

Love,

D

My best friend of all time left today for Iraq. When he told me I was devastated. I am so scared for him, terrified that he won't come back. Of course my feelings must pale in comparison to his...he is the one actually going over there and putting himself in that situation. My heart fell from my chest down to the pit of my stomach when I heard. Will I ever see him again? Will he be safe? Is he scared? I really hope he isn't scared, but I'm sure he is. I don't want him to be scared. I also don't want him to get hurt. I am so scared for him, I would miss him so much if he were gone. But it's not about me, it's about him. I hope he is ok.

D

hi there. Well, it's been a REALLY long time since I've blogged. Things are alright up here in the big city. I am working now as an assistant teacher to 4-year-olds which has been great. It is A LOT more planning than being a part-time float ... but also a lot more rewarding. Classes at Hunter are fine ... I'm learning a lot, actually, about math and art.
I've been spending the past few months trying to become more self aware understand myself ... I am guessing I am 2% there, and even that small bit has been gut-wrenchingly hard. Perhaps I have been doing it over zealously... trying to really come face to face with EVERYTHING about myself that I have been running from and EVERY issue I have. I'll have to wait and see where the discovery leads.

All my love,
Deb

This was actually posted in a church. It made me laugh out loud which is hard to do

Ladies Bible Study will be held Thursday morning at 10 AM.
All ladies arenvited to lunch in the Fellowship Hall after the
B. S. is done.

Deb

Berlin

Berlin
Originally uploaded by debnsheba.

I just can't love this photo any more. It's a picture a friend took of Berlin...doesn't it look like paradise?? I want to move and live there!!!!! Ohhhhh, one day.

<3 Deb